The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.

i've moved!!!

2010-01-01T10:17:00.005+08:00

dear readers, I've moved with a new link.
do re-link me.
however, I won't be deleting this blog either.
Memories of 2009 will remain here.
OhPalin

halcyon day

2009-12-24T00:32:00.005+08:00

Went swimming at Jurong Stadium.
Loving every moment we spent together.
Looking forward for another quality time later.
Right now, I'm extremely sleepy & tired.
I decided to ditch work later. Utterly lazy!
I'm hitting the sack now, toodles!

indonesian idol

2009-12-23T23:18:00.004+08:00

She is going to be one of the judges on Indonesian Idol 2010!!!
AWESOME!!!!!!
Oh please come and perform in Singapore some day.....

lima belas tahun

2009-12-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MUHD FAIZ!!!!!
Family dinner at Swensen together with my bby was awesome!!!!
In short, I had a great day!
Loved!
More updates in detail sooooooooooooooonnnn...

awesome!!!!

2009-12-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

PARAMORE PARAMORE PARAMORE!!!!
Date: Sunday, 7 March 2010
Time: 8.00pm
Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium

NO BRAIN PEOPLE!

2009-12-16T21:10:00.006+08:00

You're being absurb for many reasons!! Which literally makes me loathe you so very much! You have no rights to make allegations, especially to my boyfriend. Who do you think you are? God?? Hell no!! Can't you see that he already did his very best. Not only him, some other staff you THINK is useless having them around. For goodness sake, appreciate what you have. They're being treated like slaves don't you realize that? Sometimes it takes being severely shaken up to make you value what you already have. This is really excruciating to boyfriend. I can understand his position right now. Maybe it's best for me to leave. Yes, all the good bittersweet memories I went through must be left behind. I'm very distraught! You are extremely mean towards your staff. I freaking hate you, if I could only say that to your belardy face! Damn damn damn you, bollock!

say goodbye!

2009-12-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

I gave it a pass...
sad sad super sad...

bliss

2009-12-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

2 days quality time with my bby. Eventhough what we planned was'nt carry out accordingly, I still had tons of fun being with him. 2 days to celebrate our short freedom from the pile of work. AWESOME!!! Fred is my boyfriend and my kinky lover, my best friend, my partner and my other half – all rolled into one, and damn I fancy the shit out of him too! I look at him and GRRRRR I want him!!

crazy crazy day at work!

2009-12-08T16:49:00.003+08:00

more pictures uploaded at facebook

i love monday!

2009-12-07T22:41:00.005+08:00

Finally, had the opportunity to have lunch with bby love at work. Chicken rice for lunch was heavenly scrumptious. With bby by my side, there's nothing more I could ask for. To add on, Raj is off-duty. I can tell from everyone's faces that they are having a great day. I had free Ben & Jerry. Thanks to Hidayah... Yeah!!! Crazy crazy day with my working friends. I'll upload all the pictures tomorrow, IF I have enough time. However, at the end of the day, I felt knackered. Plus, I did closing all by myself. Yes, alone. I'm fine, fret not. I did it with patience and thank God, everything went well. Not to forget, dinner with bby... Afterwhich, chilled at our usual hot spot.... Confabulated like there's no tomorrow. Another gruelling day tomorrow awaits me and then finally after 5 tedious days of work, I'm off-duty for 2 days!!!! So do bby love!! Awesome!

the proposal

2009-12-05T20:24:00.006+08:00

I'm one among hundreds of people who witnessed a proposal today. Definitely, it touched me deep inside and I almost shed into tears. It was really loving and surprising because it happened during the 3pm bird show. Yes you heard me right. A sulphur crested cockatoo bird flew to her with a pouch; A gorgeous ring was hidden inside. And when she finally revealed it, her Mr. Boyfie was standing way at the back making his way down with a bouquet of flowers. As he makes his way down, he asked the girl, if she's willing to marry him. I was speechless and surprised!! The girl's face was priceless!! She's a one lucky girl to have such a sweet, loving boyfriend. And she said yes to him. Awwwww.. Such a loving couple. Envy them so much!!!!! I really wonder, how my bby gonna propose to me. Talking about him, he's still working now. Time check; 9pm!!! Still no news from him yet. Bby I'm missing you already. Please come home sooooonnn...

acne alert!!!

2009-12-04T21:57:00.007+08:00

I have horrible pimples/acne on my face. It's absofuckinglutely annoying I tell you. I need to abolish all those pimples asap because I hate how I look currently. I admit, it's my fault for not taking good care of my skin. Blame work! Being too engaged with work literally aggravate my facial condition. I need to go facial again. But I have no leisure time. So how? Any ideas of how to reduce pimples/acne the short-cut way? Gosh! This is crazy!!!! I hate it! So bad!!! Fook!

prata wala!!

2009-12-03T20:28:00.005+08:00

December sucks for myself and especially my bby. Yes, I took back my words about December being a great month for us. I get irritated when almost EVERYDAY, bby will end latest by 11p.m due to the new Hawk Centre thingy. Sucks much! Bby will be fully engaged with his duties for this month and his short presentation that will be held, January. However I can't wait for 9th, 15th, 26th, 27th and 31st December... I could only foresee that merely these days, will be a great days for us on the month of December. Trust me, it will be.

On the side track, last night after work, I had Prata Wala for dinner together with my kaki gereks. The Nasi Briyani there is OMG DAMN SCRUMPTIOUS!!! I can guarantee that people. You should try eating the Briyani there. To summarise everything up, I had a great, awesome night with them. And I never regret saying this, I LOVE MY KAKI GEREKS TO THE CORE!!!!! I'm literally lazy to upload all pictures here, however, I did uploaded it on my FaceBook. So whoever is already in my friends list, you're lucky to view it. Those who don't have an account, I'm really sorry...

Today I had a fantabulous day with my bby. Both of us is off-duty!!! I'm in my yeayy-ness mood for just a short period of time but I'm loving every moment we spent together. Bby, ILYSM!

I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN

2009-12-01T20:27:00.007+08:00

I am so tired. Adding on to my flu and cough ain't get any better, I feel like I could just sleep anywhere, anytime. That horrible. I'm home early whereas my bby is still at work. Poor him needs to work till 10pm. I bet he must be so lethargic with the tedious duties he had for a day. Hopefully everything goes smoothly so that he can be release earlier.

Work has been busy busy busy.. Lots of duties to do plus the Dino thingy which is happening very soooon... However being busy is very good mean, I am productive. If there came a day or moment whereby I'm really pissed off or someone is getting on my last nerves, I'll definitely complain to bby about it. He told me to let it go, don't brood over it. Indeed, he's a great listener and definitely a great advisor! How can I not love him?

I've been working 3 days in a row, not to forget another gruelling day tomorrow. Bby and myself is off duty on Thursday. Another quality time for the both of us. And I really have to say this,

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND TERRIBLY!!!!

Eventhough we are working at the same place, I could barely see his face in the park. He's always busy whereas my work load ain't that heavy compared to him. It's only that, after working hours, we finally get to meet each other and it's merely for a short period of time. Errr.. for like 2 hours and then he will send me home. How pathetic right? Anyhoos, I can forsee that December will be a great month for us. It's finally December! A new year awaits us...

IKAW ANG LAHAT SA AKIN!

2009-11-25T21:16:00.003+08:00

Anyway, quick randoms for the MIA period. Trip to Johor was just what I needed to relax my mind. Shopped a lot, basically for bf needs. Not to forget, I ate a lot! Time to get rid of all the fats in my body. A whole bunch of you out there have been saying that I gained weight. Definitely I hate that sentence. I vowed to go on a diet!!! I'm serious! hehe..

Back to work, last Monday. Raj was off, and I'm proud to say that, I'm one happy bitch on that very particular day! It's pretty obvious why right? No need to say much. And like finally after 2 days of being separated with bby, he hugged me so tight because he misses me so much! How sweet of him..

Yesterday, Regie, TJ, Shaik, bby and myself had dinner at Pacific Plaza, Pizza Hut right after work. Initial plan was to dine in Seoul Garden. Somehow, they changed their mind to have pizza instead. We were the last group to leave the restaurant. I had so much joy being with them. Can't stop laughing my ass out when they're around.

As for today, bby and myself is off-duty!!! Spent quality time together, catching things up. Loving every moment we had. Dined in Burger King for dinner, afterwhich strolled around Jurong Point. And I'm greatly thankful to him for the advance monthsary gift he bought for me; the latest Ipod Nano which is in purple colour!!! Indeed I was exceedingly tread on air!!! In return, I have one special gift for him too. Shall talk about it, during the exact day itself. So stay tune!

On a serious note, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO VERY MUCH!!!!!

I'LL BE BACK!

2009-11-20T18:55:00.004+08:00

A very quick summary for the past few days. I'm mentally and physically tired due to excessive work madness. However, I had truckloads of joy and laughters with the kaki gereks. Yesterday, I tagged boyfriend and his friends to Tj house for drinking session. Firdy joined us too. How elated I was because I miss him terribly. I had fun eventhough I don't drink last night. Pictures will be uploaded as soon as I receive it from Firdy!! Boyfriend send me home at 1a.m. Did'nt keep my promise to mom and dad to be back by 12a.m. Hehehe. Traffic jam uh... k bedek sey palin... did'nt had enough sleep, obviously!!! Woke up at the crack of dawn to get my ass to work. Mundane day because Indri and Maszuin is off today!!!! After 4 days of work in a row, I'll be away for a short getaway to Johor tomorrow. I'm gonna miss boyfriend so much. I'll be back on Sunday evening.

promises

2009-11-15T17:13:00.003+08:00

oh please come to Singapore will you?

HEAVY PICTURES!!

2009-11-10T20:56:00.004+08:00

JBP MINI BIRTHDAY CELEBRATON FOR PALIN & OLIN.

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE AT ART PARK WITH SHELTERIANS AND FRIENDS!!

MORE PICTURES AT MY FACEBOOK!!

THANKS A MILLION EVERYONE!!

2009-11-08T22:43:00.004+08:00

Music : In The Club - 2NE1
Was having a great time for the past few days. I'm officially turned 19th on the 4th. I'm sorry to those who tried to contact me but was unsuccessful. Thanks to those who've wished me. Appreciate it very much. And the story goes.....

I'm thrilled by the birthday surprises from my dear bf, JBP team, Fet and friends. I'm touched! On the actual day itself, my dear bf made a surprise for me which literally makes me shed. I was speechless for sure. Let's just not try to know what it is yah? Confidential. Sorry.. The following day, spend the entire day with my dear. Awesome, great, power and all the good words you could think of... I just love having him around. He just knows how to treat me well. Moving on.. On the 6th, I was informed to attend a crucial meeting at 8.30p.m. The ironic thing was, the meeting point was at West Coast Park Mc Donald bus stop. Of all places?!?! Why there? So boyfriend was kinda not satisfied with the venue plus, we actually had to cancel our plans because of this stupid meeting. Boyfriend insisted to accompany me throughout the meeting.. So without futher ado, me & bf and some of my work friends made our way to the venue. I guess we waited for Raj, forever I bet. Out of the blue moon, Atika dragged us inside the park, claiming that she wanted to check out the bbq pit. Never did I expected, actually, the whole team organized a mini birthday celebration for me, not to forget Olin's too. Hers falls on the 5th, a dau after mine. I was shocked lar abe?! Tiada ku sangka lah!!! Nak nangis pon ada. hahaha. bedek sey tu... Thanks Raj and team for the wonderful birthday surprise. I really thought there's meeting ok.. Sayang korang ah, tapi Raj, sikit aje ah... He can be nice at times but most of the times, I feel like giving him an ultraman kick. hahaha!

Lastly, I was feeling quite upset because Fet seems can't be bothered about my birthday. Why? Because she did'nt even wish me personally. Instead, she just leave a tag on my blog. Pffft. So i thought, that's that. Fine. I kept complaining to boyfriend about this. On that very Saturday, which is yesterday, I had a short arguement with boyfriend. He was pretending that he's angry with me, while I was really angry, annoyed and frustrated with him. Sumpah aku tak bedek at that point of time. Out of the blue moon, Mamat bestie rang me up, persuading me to buy for him bubble tea. So without futher ado, I boughtt for him and myself one each. Headed over to shelter but no one was there. I forgot, it was Saturday, everyone is out. Chilled with Mamat. Then abruptly, he said he wants to meet Mandek at Fitness corner. So he dragged me and boyfriend along. Aku happy happy lah, tak tau apa apa ikot bontot dia. Otw there, Mamat asked me so many question about how I celebrated my bday, how I feel and etc. I told him so far so good just that I don't know why, Fet seems like can't be bothered and etc. Then he said, he pitied me and said sorry that he has no present for me. So I just say, IT'S OK. Suddenly he said this, 'but Fet and me has a something for you'... He pointed me to the Art Park BBQ Pit. And there, I saw Shelterians larh abe?! RINDU KORNG GILA BABI!!!!! I was speechless... seriously speechless!! I never expect this. And then, guess who's there?!?! SYAZANA SAHRAN LAR SIAK!!! My one and only best girlfriend! aku rindu kau serindu rindunya!!! happy gila sia aku nampak kau sampai tak pelok Noreen.. hahaha. sorry babe, bestfriend comes first. huhuhuh.. Definitely I was tread on air. Extremely contented. Furthermore, Abbas and friends was there too. Kak ros and dani, my happy pills.. woooohhhuuuu!!!! Seronok or what?!?!?! Sadly, Ela,Esha and Hazar could'nt make it. Nevermind babes. I miss you girls so so much!!!!

So it was a blastful night. I was a bit tipsy. Thanks a million to those who make my 19th birthday a memorable one. I love you guys so so so so much!!!! Thank God for having friends like you all. Peace!

So back to basic. Work has been giving me shits. I swear to God, I'm super tired yesterday and today. There's event going on today. I start at 8a.m.. And fucking shit, I was exceedingly exhausted eventhough I was all the way at counter. I did'nt have enough rest. I slept at 3a.m the day before, plus I was tipsy. And then Raj has got to spoil my mood early in the morning. And I HAVE NO BREAK AT ALL!!!! I end work at 7pm for hell sake!!!! 12 hours of hell I tell you. Madness!! I burst out crying as soon as I was released from work. I was tooooo angry and frustrated. However, dearest just know how to cheer me up. I love you so much bby. =)

Such a long post ha? I won't be updating regularly. Too many things to do. So don't forget to check out my TWITTER alright? I'm off tomorrow!! Bby is off too!! Awesome!! I miss daddy already.. I can't wait for him to come back on the 12th!!!! In the mean time, I'll have to call him tmrw since it's his birthday.... I wish he's here so that I can hug and wish him happy birthday. Daddy, I miss you so much. I hope you're safe there. Bring back lots and lots of chocolates for me please.. hehehehe.... Anw, I will upload all photos when I'm free. So stay tune for more update yaw!!! Toodlesss!!!

1ST BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!!!

2009-11-03T21:19:00.005+08:00

Guess what?! I lost my handphone. Yes, the Samsung SGH F480. I lost it just now. Heart pain ok! I seriously have no idea how come I can be so careless. Definitely dearest was angry with me. He was with me just now. And I was sulking all along. This is my first birthday gift!!! Thanks a million!! Motherfucker! So received a dressing down from mother. I deserved it. What can I do? It's gone for good. May God bless whoever who took it. Amin.

And so, dearest bought for me a new handphone. A Samsung Jet S8003. I no longer using my 9633.. number. Darn it. I have no contacts either. I'll have to ask around. How troublesome!

On a serious note, I'm thankful to dearest for buying me a new phone. I love you bby, so much!

HOLY CRAPTOIDS!!

2009-11-03T15:07:00.004+08:00

Music : No Boundaries - Kris Allen.

I'm currently at work. Raj is not around, hence I gave the authority to myself for using the laptop. I've been busy lately. Could'nt find the leisure time to update a long post. Just a gentle reminder, I will be busy for the next few days. So just check out my twitter updates for a short updates.

So what I've been up to lately? Spending my quality time with dearest. Awesome I must say!! Went to celebrate his birthday at Orchard. Dined in Seoul Garden for lunch! We spend almost 4 hours there. Loving it! Afterwhich, we had shopping therapy at ION Orchard. Bought LOTS of stuffs, mostly it's mine. Thank you dearest for everything! Moving on, we cabbed to Changi Airport to send off my father.

Daddy is away to Switzerland for 12 days. Sad I must say but I'm happy for him. His flight was at 12.30a.m on 2nd November. Dearest send me home and I reached home around 2a.m. I was suppose to work the same day but I took urgent leave. Reason, I'm plain lazy. Futhermore, it's my off days but I was told to come back on 2nd and 3rd. Asshole! Tomorrow is my big day people! Till the next post. Stay tune hor!!

PRETTY PLEASE?!!

2009-10-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

Music : Wash My World - Laurent Wolf.

Guess what? My off-duty days for next week has been cut down from 6 days to merely 4 days. All plans I've made with dearest has to be delayed, again. I requested my off days starting from 1st November to 6th November. However I have to come back on the 2nd and 3rd due to an urgent and crucial meetings. Definitely dearest was exceedingly pissed off because he took his leave days for this entire week just for me. Raj has got to destroy all plans. What an asshole!

What's done is done. I have no power to fight for my rights. I'm just plain lazy to start a row with him. That's simple. Let's drop the subject and moving on. It's my kaki gerek Filipino friend birthday today!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGIE!!!! I know life's been pretty hard on you. We're here for you bro! Just enjoy life to the fullest! I will bring your 'Pizza' one fine day. *inside jokes* HAHAHA!!

Lastly, can someone treat me to London because I'm dying to see Muse performing live on stage pretty please??... I'll be one happy bitch if I'm there!

YEEEEHAAAWWWW!!

2009-10-26T22:21:00.005+08:00

Music : My Only One - Yellowcard.

I'm having my 3 days off-duty starting from today!! Literally, I love going to work. Definitely not because of Raj. Those people around me that motivate me to get my ass to work. They are the people who literally brightens up my day. Always makes me smile and laugh all day long. I'm gonna miss those bunch of people whom I regard as my family. I'll be back on the 29th!!

Life been pretty much kind to me. Dearest and myself is still standing stong together despite having a short arguement last 2 days. All in all, I'm very happy with the way my life is, currently. And I just pray for it to stay the way it is now. God's willing.

Pay day is just around the corner. I'm not so thrill about it because, I have to pay for all my bombastic bills. Money money gone in a blink of an eye I tell you. If I was a wealthy girl, fat hope!

WHAT'S THE STORY MORNING GLORY?

2009-10-22T19:26:00.003+08:00

Music : Evacuate The Dancefloor - Cascada Feat Carlprit.

I'm off duty for 3 freaking days!! *shake butt* I spend those 3 days with dearest since he's off-duty too. Every moment with him was a complete bliss. Oh well, good things do come to an end. What I'm trying to imply here is, I'm back working tomorrow. *yawns* Just for another 3 days and then 3 days off-duty!!!! I can't wait for first week of November!!! Yeeeehaaawwww!!!

If ya'll might not notice, I'm turning nineteen before long. In the meantime, I need to plan for dearest birthday which falls on 1st Nov. I'm a happy bitch!!!

P/S : Mahal Ko Mahal Kita!

BACK BY MAJOR DEMAND!

2009-10-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

Music : In The Club - 2NE1.

I was bored to tears and out of the blue moon, I decided to check out ZoukOut 2009. Definitely, an event I don't want to miss. So far, the line up for this year event is not pretty exciting compared to last year. But definitely I'm so hooked up with Defected In The House. Not to forget Armin Van Buuren and Martin Solveig. I just wish DJ Tiesto, David Guetta, Infected Mushroom, Benny Benassi or Guru Josh Project will be spinning this year at ZoukOut 2009. 12th December 2009, here I come!!!!

P/S : Last year was great!

THIS LOVE.

2009-10-16T20:05:00.003+08:00

Music : Awake - Secondhand Serenade.

P/S : I love you.

EID MUBARAK WITH BELOVED GIRLFRIENDS & GUYFRIENDS!

2009-10-14T23:17:00.005+08:00

Music : Bandages - Hot Hot Heat.

10th October 2009 ;
My girlfriends and myself went for raya outing!! Indeed it was a bliss having them around! Managed to meet the shelterians over at Adi's new crib situated at Sembawang. Exceedingly nice mansion I must say!! Above all, I had a wonderful day with everyone!

P/S : Hari raya is over for me.

HALLOWEEN HORRORS!!!

2009-10-10T12:46:00.005+08:00

Music : Fall - The Saturdays.

It was my virgin visit to Halloween Horrors yesterday. It's terrifying I tell you! I just reached Night Safari, there's this 'ghost' suddenly appeared right infront of me and gave me a shocked!! Definitely I screamed soo loud till I hugged dearest. It was all of a sudden lar ok! Aku baru sampai korang perangai take care kacau org!! pffftt!! We did'nt ride the train of terror as I was really afraid. Pengecut gila babi la aku!! Somehow I managed to walk into the forest giant trail. Brace myself and take a deep breath before entering it. First round is enough for me and I don't want to go in there for the 2nd round. SCCCAARRRYYYY LAH!!!! Those 'ghost people' freaks me out everytime they appeared from no where and gave me a major shock! Luckily I have no heart-attack! hehehe. The kaki gereks said that previous years was wayy much scarier than this year... REALLY AH?? Wasted I did'nt go last year. So after a frightful journey, we had dessert at Ben & Jerry with the kaki gereks and home sweet home!! I enjoyed my night with everyone especially dearest!!

P/S : Looking forward for next year Halloween Horrors!!

MY TWO CHIKOPEKS!

2009-10-07T12:22:00.001+08:00

Music : Potential Breakup Song - Aly & Aj.

Last Tuesday, Mamat bestie and Chuckee dearest accompanied me to send Mr.Vaio to see the doctor. Hilarious moments happened at Sony Reception Counter. It's really mortifying to me. They can still laughed their ass out instead of aiding me. Hmmmph! Mr.Vaio was separated with me for 3 to 4 days due to technical difficulties. I still have not yet receive any news from the doctor if I could collect him back. I need you Vaio, terribly!!!! Anyhoos, we had dinner at KFC, my treat!!! Afterwhich, smoke-break outside Chanel while waiting for dearest to fetch me. Bid my goodbyes to my 2 chikopeks and dearest and myself roamed around Orchard till late. Home sweet home...

P/S : Live life with gusto!

1ST OCTOBER 2009

2009-10-06T13:22:00.002+08:00

Music : Becoming Insane - Infected Mushroom.

I was the last person to visit aunty after she gave birth on Childrens' Day. So yesterday, I was so excited to visit her after work. Well before proceeding to her crib, me and dearest had dinner at Jurong Point first afterwhich, he send me there. Thanks bby! Nurul Jannah it's her name. She's effing adorable I tell you!! Finally, God fulfilled aunty and uncle's wish for a baby girl!! Alhamdulillah!!! Stayed over at aunty's crib till late and home sweet home.

Hey today's my off day! I woke up at 12.30pm just now! Later at 4pm, I'm heading Orchard with Mamat Bestie ku tercinta!! I miss him terribly!!! I need to collect a parcel at Singpost later, then send Mr.Vaio to the doctor. Have I mentioned that Mr.Vaio has been sick for 2 weeks!?! You heard me right! Right now, and for the past 2 weeks, I'm using my PC instead of laptop due to inconvenience cause. Darah naik aje!! Ok till the next post. Have a great life people!!

P/S : You make me wanna la la!!

UNCLE SAAD'S OPEN HOUSE

2009-10-04T23:31:00.004+08:00

Music : Animal - Kat Deluna

So yesterday, right after work, the bird trainers and myself went over to Uncle Saad's crib for Hari Raya session, which situated at Pasir Ris. You heard me right?! Shaik and Uncle was driving while Firdy and Regie riding dirty. They were so unlucky because it was raining when we're on our way to Pasir Ris. Poor Firdy and Regie was all wet. They literally lost their way too! Everyone arrived already, they were still finding their way. When we're eating for 2-3 rounds, they still have not reach yet. HAHAHA!! Funny moments we had! Well, Firdy lives in the West area, my area here so that's explain why he got lost at Pasir Ris area. Uncle Saad's wife cooked damn scrumptious foods!! I ate 3 rounds that night! The rest ate 5 to 6 rounds I bet!!! Had a lot to confabulate till 10.30 p.m and home sweet home. I love my kaki gerek bird trainers lah!! Oh btw, it's exactly 1 more month to my special special day bebeh!! Oh mama mia, here I go again!!! ;D

P/S : The people who motivates me to come to work.

THANKS FOR COMING!!

2009-10-02T00:05:00.001+08:00

Music : Friday Night - Lily Allen.
Thanks for coming you guys! Appreciate your presence!!! Thanks to dearest for the drinks and Chocolates. Eventhough some of them could'nt make it, I'm still glad the rest were able to come. However, Regie disappoint me so bad. He's a great disappointment I must say! Above all, I really love my work mates to the core!! Like finally, I get to meet Ismail Gemik!!!! Rindu kau serindu rindunya lar!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUCH!!

2009-10-01T22:55:00.004+08:00

Music : Fallen Leaves - Billy Talent.

Celebrating Chuch's Birthday at Regie's Crib.

Regie!!!!!
He's such a great Filipino friend I've ever had!!!
So yesterday, I was off-duty. Went to BBDC for my driving test, which I passed! Like finally! Thank God! Off to meet dearest at Jurong East and dined in Pastamania for lunch. Afterwhich we roamed around Bugiz and indeed I had a super great time with him. At night, we headed over to Regie's crib for another drinking session. At the same time, celebrating Chuch's birthday cum Firdy's farewell. It was Firdy's last day of work yesterday. I'm going to miss that dude so much!! Sigh.... We had so much joy and laughters yesternight. I only drank a sip of Anchor and one shot of Tequila. Yesterday's session was madness! Everyone was crazy!! Except for me as I was not drunk. However, I had fun being with them for the entire night. Only when the ending part, I was down due to some personal matters which I don't wish to share it here. It's better left unsaid. Reach home nearly to 2a.m and knocked-out like a fat pig! Guess what? I ditched work today!! Perangai take care siak aku!!! Heran tak heran lah!! hahaha!!!

P/S : This is what I called, love games.

HAPPY NINETEENTH!

2009-09-30T10:47:00.003+08:00

Music : No One - Alicia Keys

MAY YOU HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE AND MAY YOU BLESS WITH HAPPINESS ALWAYS!
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH BBY!!!

10th September 2009

2009-09-29T19:48:00.004+08:00

Music : Spaceman - The Killers

Regie was drunk!
Drinking session with my Filipino friends at Regie's crib. However, I decided not to drink that night. It was a fun and enjoyable night with them. They are a bunch of great people who literally lightens up my day at work everytime when I'm not in my very best mood without fail. Love you guys so much, and I love my boyfriend too. hehe ;D

P/S : Great forthcoming days to come!

26TH SEPTEMBER 2009

2009-09-28T23:54:00.007+08:00

Music : Hot Issue - 4 Minutes

IT WAS A BLASTFUL NIGHT.

WE HAD TRUCKLOADS OF JOY AND LAUGHTERS.

I've uploaded all pictures at Facebook.

Too lazy to upload it here.

Till then.

Love,

Palin.

YEEEEEHHAAAKKKK!!!!

2009-09-26T15:58:00.003+08:00

Music : El Nin-Yo - Tata Young

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY HAFEZUDIN!!!!!!
Should be celebrating this special occasion with Shelterians at night, later.
Oh, not to forget, Happy belated birthday to Khairil and Habib.
Waiting for gorgeous sister to come back home.
In the meantime, I would love to have power nap.
I literally took half day today as I was having a terrible headache.
Thanks alot to Regiedor!!!
I'm so browned off!!!!
Till the next update.
STAY TUNE!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2009-09-24T22:11:00.004+08:00

Music : Shake It Off - Agnes Monica

I'm literally lazy to upload all the photos because it's like a lot to be upload. Basically, Hari Raya 2009 ain't that great compared to previous years. The only thing that I like during this festive season is, food fiesta! Those longtong, rendang, mee soto and etc. It's effing srcumptious! Honestly, I don't feel the enthusiasm this year. Hopefully, next year, would be better. Honestly, I don't feel like it's Hari Raya. Maybe because, I'm too busy with work and have insufficient time to do visiting. Oh well, screw Megatron!

P/S : I'm in doubts.

SHE'S FIRE BURNING!!

2009-09-21T21:34:00.004+08:00

Music : Knock You Down - Keri Hilson Feat Neyo & Kanye West

She's by all odds a great diva! She has the whole package. That's why I adore her damn much! Just look at her, HOT!! One of my wishes is to meet her personally. Shake her hand, hug her body, have her autograph. And if there's any chances, I would love to duet with her. HEHE! Fat hope Palin!!! Go visit Agnezone.com for more info alright?

P/S : Tease Me More.

IT'S BEEN AWHILE.

2009-09-18T10:36:00.002+08:00

Music : So Fine - Sean Paul

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been very busy lately. I have insufficient time to switch Mr.Vaio on. After a long day outside, I'm all lethargic as soon as I'm home. Well, I was suppose to work today, guess what? I overslept till 9.30am! 10 missed calls and 6 messages from Megatron. HAHAHA! Perangai pig betol!

So Monday, I was off-duty. I was rotting at home. Cleaned the messy room which is still in an acute mess! Hari Raya is just 2 days away. Honestly, I don't feel like celebrating it this year. Well, let's just wait and see how...

Tuesday : Work was fine. After work, had dinner at Swensen with *insert name*. Well, in other words, it's a special day for me and him. More info, yet to be publicize. Confidential!

Wednesday : Work was fine. After work, had dinner at Burger King with *insert name*. He bought for me a Purple Adidas Digital Watch which I've been dying for since God's know when!! Thanks so much bby!! Afterwhich, we chilled out at Art Park and confabulated about anything under the stars. Loving every moment we spend together.

Thursday : Work was a bit stressful. Megatron was off mah.. Plus I have to do closing ALONE! After work, I was a bit disappointed with *insert name* because we suppose to catch a movie but he insisted to go his friends place. I tagged along since they invited me. I was sulking all the way. Merajok lar konon-nya. But he managed to put a smile to my face!

Today : Rot at home. Am not gonna meet anyone. Helped mama papa clean the house. Malas nya! Tomorrow, back to work and off on Sunday and belardy hell, I need to work half-day on Monday!! Nevermind, double pay mah!!! For the love of money, aku sanggup!! hahaha!!!

P/S : When love takes over!

DOING PRETTY AWESOME!

2009-09-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

Music : Terlanjur Cinta - Rossa & Pasha (Ungu)

Thursday : Went over to Regie's crib for drinking session. However, I did'nt drink a single bit at all. I had truckloads of fun with my Filipino friends. Eventhough I'm the only malay girl there, I don't mind at all. They're bunch of great people to hang out with I tell you! Fred send me back home nearly to 1a.m. You heard me right. I planned to be home by 11p.m. Ended up, I was 2 freaking hours late. Somebody got drunk so bad, he talked rubbish for the entire night and I was like laughing my ass off! Gago Ka!

Friday : It's my off-day!! Rise and shine at around 11a.m. Went out to meet Nasi Briyani lover at Boon Lay and we're off to (confidential). 4hrs with this someone was a bliss. It's a short date but it's a memorable one. *sounds so wrong here* aku tau! haha! He send me back home to my doorstep. Ok bedek, to my lift only!

Saturday : I was suppose to work but I took M.C! Why? Because I sacrificed work just to go out with my happy pills for Iftar-ing session! Mana nak dapat kawan mcm aku?! LOL.. ok meraps, i know. While waiting for the calls from them, I cleaned my room which is still in a major mess. Bilik dah mcm store room seriously! So at 4pm, DD fetched me and we're off to shelter to meet the rest. Happy giler!! Long time no see them tao! I rindu you all! So there were two cars, DD and Tubbies cars. Kirekan aku ngn DD couple ah kan, since aku, dawan, and amalina satu kereta. Yang lain kereta Tubbies. Best tinggalkan aku? Takpela, feeling feeling jadi girlfriend DD. LOL!! K stop it siak aku! We had dinner at Pizza Hut, Lucky Plaza. We ordered a lot of foods!!! Gila babi mcm 10 hari tak makan! Perot boncet mcm 3 bulan pregnant! After a srcumptious dinner, we proceeded to Kallang whatever mall for bowling session!! Best gila pig ok!!! Aku suka lar! At around 11pm plus, DD send Amalina and myself home. K thanks eh b! haha! Ooppps. I mean, DD. LOL!! lagi skali aku! While the rest went for sheesha I think? Above all, I had a mega joyous day with my happy pills and I can't wait for Raya outing!!!!!! Sayang semuanya!!!

Today : Work like usual. Had fun doing bird show photography. It's been awhile I went for shows. Talked craps with the trainers. Power nap during my break time. Penat lah babi! After work, I went out with Nasi Briyani Lover. We catched Final Destination 3D at Jrg Point. Awesome movie! And I love every moment we spend together. Love you bby!

Tomorrow : Guess what?!?! I'm off duty which I did'nt request for it! Fuck Megatron!! I asked for Wednesday lar cibai! After Monday, I'll be working 5 days straight! Buat kelakar pe dia?! Mintak kena tembak kt kepala lar iblis betol lah si bengap ni! Penat penat sakit hati tengok muka dia hari hari. Sumpah tak bedek! And I know, this entry is super rojak language which I don't know why I'm like super lazy to type in proper English. I'm literally not in the mood. I want to post the shit out of me because why? I'M EXCEEDINGLY ANNOYED WITH *insert names*. Fuck you lar fuck you!!!

P/S : Will upload 10.09.09 pictures hopefully by tomorrow.

A DAY TO REMEMBER!

2009-09-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

Music : In The Club - 2NE1

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO DANNY CHAN!!
GROW UP AND BE LIKE A MAN YO!
AND I MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!
BREAKFAST SESSION LAGIK PE?

CERTIFIED 18!

2009-09-10T11:44:00.002+08:00

Music : Lollipop - 2NE1 Feat Big Bang

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ILAH DEAREST!
MAY YOU LEAD A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD!
MAY YOU BLESS WITH HAPPINESS!!

TREAD ON AIR!!

2009-09-09T23:13:00.004+08:00

Music : Fall - The Saturdays

Iftar-ing with my dearest girlfriends on Tuesday at Tong Seng, Bugis. Definitely I'm utterly contented to meet them. If only Ela could join us from the start, it will be a complete bliss. So next up, Hari Raya Outing, yet to plan the date. And hopefully, Esha could drive a rented car since she's already a qualified driver. I'm happy for you dear.
Fret not, the girls and myself will definitely help out with the rental of the car. And I love my girlfriends to the core! And when night falls, headed over to Marina Square to meet Mamat Bestie, Mandek and Chuckee dearest! Chilled-out and talk rubbish like nobody business. Bid my goodbyes to the rest while Mamat, Mandek and myself cabbed home. Awesome day with everyone! I want more meet ups in time to come bolz tak?

P/S : Looking forward to Friday and Saturday.

NEW LOOK!

2009-09-05T21:43:00.003+08:00

Music : Baby Boy - Big Brovas

All thanks to Kak Ros for recommending me the salon. We spend for almost 5hrs in the salon. Sadly we did'nt manage to window shop as we planned. Sorry Kak Ros you had to roamed around alone. I feel so bad sey.... Above all, I just can't thank you enough for accompanying me yesterday. I had fun with you bebeh! And so, I finally came with a decision to cut short! I had soft-rebonding, highlights and treatment. My butt hurts after sitting on the chair for more than 5hrs you know! So far, the only bad comment I receive just now was from Megatron. tang ina mo!! The rest complimented on my new hair-style. Whereas myself, I'm satisfied with the out-come of it however, I feel awkward. Maybe I'm not comfortable with short hair, yet. What matter the most is, Kiffi really loves my new look effing much! Yeayy!! Sayang kau lar babi!

P/S : Simple yet sweet.

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN GREAT!

2009-09-03T10:30:00.000+08:00

Music : I Stay In Love - Mariah Carey

And guess what?!! There's NO ELECTRIC POWER AGAIN!!!!! I troubled myself waking up early in the morning, however I was late for work. While I was on my way to JBP, Megatron rang me up saying that because of my lateness, my team could'nt start the operation. The key was with me and Megatron was at Zoo. Belardy hell! I got panic for awhile!! When I reached the bus-stop, the whole team with their uniform waited for me. Megatron was there too! I was wondering why in the world the whole team waited for me.. I felt like being a princess for awhile. Hahaks! To my surprised, today, my department won't be running our operation because there's still no electricity. No wonder all team looked super delighted early in the morning!! Tak keje rupanya!!! Steady ah!! And so, everyone went home sweet home!! That's how I started off my day. Best best best!!

Monday - Off
Tuesday - Raining cats and dogs
Wednesday - No electricity
Thursday - No electricity
Friday - Off
And I badly hope that Saturday and Sunday, some corruptions will occur again. Oh please!!

P/S : I miss you terribly sayang

MAKAN GAJI BUTA

2009-09-02T21:05:00.001+08:00

Music : Janji Janji - Agnes Monica

For two consecutive days, work was a bit relaxing for me. Why? Yesterday, it was raining cats and dogs from 11am till 4pm. Plus, Megatron was off duty. Which means, photography session was temporary closed due to the pouring rain. Since I was incharged, I gave all my team members the green light to do whatever they want. Macam bapak aku punya company gitu aku buat. Happy happy jalan jalan satu bird park. As long as my team is happy, aku pon tompang gembira. I don't care about sales at all. However, at the end of the day, Megatron will definitely nag at me. And again, masok telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan. Aku dah tak kuasa lagi!

And as for today, guess what?!?! The electric power for the entire park was down due to some internal/external problems. You heard me right! Panorail was stucked in the middle of the track. Computer systems down, no fans, no lights, no air-con. NOTHING!! It's like living in a world with no electricity. It happened while I was doing hawk show when out of the blue moon... BOOOOM!! Black-out!! Satu bird park kecoh gila rabs! From 10am till I am not very sure what time, there's no electricity. Can you imagine that?! Our sales dropped down drastically due to this major problem we're having. From what I heard, the operation dpt said the Public Utilities Board (PUB) could'nt figure the cause of it. Chialat! So they had to bring in lots of generator for tomorrow's operation. How troublesome. What we did was basically nothing! Wait and wait and stand there talking like nobody's business. Due to this problem we're having, our dpt went home at 4pm just now!!! All of us including Megatron himself went home together. How contented I was for these two days at work. I wonder what will happen tomorrow.. *evil laugh*

Lastly, this coming Friday will be Nisham's last day of work. Sigh... He's just like a big brother to me. I bid my goodbye to him today as I wont be seeing him tomorrow as he's off and on Friday I'm off duty. I will miss singing duets with him, I will miss his gaga-ness, I will miss his dance moves. All the best in future bro!!!!!

P/S : I wish everyday were to be like yesterday.

MEET MY 'TWIN'.

2009-09-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

Music : Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian.

Definitely, she's someone I could rely on completely. I pampered her with foods yesterday. We dine in Seoul Garden at Bugis for dinner. After so long, I literally saw her ate quite a lot. She's just like a twin to me. I can't bear to see her being hurt. The ironic thing is that, I feel the pinch too. Weird huh? Above all, I love her and that's that.

Before meeting Fet, initially I have plans which literally went down the drain as this someone slept like there's no tomorrow. I was so browned off and being myself, I did some shopping at Jurong Point, alone. Satisfied with the stuffs I bought, I troubled myself going back home and went out again to Bugis. And again I did some shopping while waiting for Fet to end her work shift. Like finally, I bought myself two products from Estee Lauder. And I bought this particular wedges. I totally in love with it!! Yeeehaaa!! Money money gone in a blink of an eye!!!

Next, I'm going to meet my hair-dresser this coming Friday. People, watch out for more updates as I'm going to have a new look for myself!! Excited much? Still thinking of what hairstyle to have!!!! Rambut aku dah macam singa lapar. Like what pokemon tagged me - Singa lapar lagi jambu dari kau. For your info eh Pokemon, SINGA TU JANTAN BUKANNYA BETINA!! Happy happy jer kau cakap singa lapar jambu? Sachok adala.. wakakakaka!!!

P/S : The problem lies in me. The problem is, I have no idea what it is!

WO XIANG NI!

2009-08-27T20:57:00.001+08:00

Music : Obsessed - Mariah Carey

It was an impromptu meet up with my dearest bestfriend, Miss Gonzales. I'm indeed contented to meet her up just now. As both of us ain't fasting, we had lunch at Carls Junior! Yumtastic bebeh! We had a lot to share from A to Z. You know why I miss her terribly? Let me recall the last time I met her. It was during her birthday last two months. That long people. But I'm just so glad that our friendship is still standing strong. I love you bestie till infinity!

P/S : 7 years and still counting.

HAHAHAHAHA!!

2009-08-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

Music : Fire - 2NE1

A funny conversation I had with Kiffi today.

Me : What?! Liverpool lost to Aston Villa?!
Kiffi : *laughing*
Me : Biar betol?! How come?!
Kiffi : You tak tau ke? Semalam kan Torres sakit perot. Abe Gerrard puasa Itu pasal lah, Liverpool kalah!
Me : *LOL*

He makes me burst out laughing, seriously. I love him lah!

And I miss my bestfriend, Nursyazana Bte Sahran terribly!!

P/S : Till Friday bby.

HEAVY PICTURES!!

2009-08-22T21:30:00.001+08:00

Music : Kehadiranmu - Vagetoz

JBP TEAM SENTOSA OUTING PART 2

RANDOM MOMENTS AT WORK

JBP TEAM DINNER CUM SHEESHA OUTING

To you, I appreciate your comments. I have my flaws but I too have the good things about myself. Anyway, thanks for dropping by. Peace.

P/S : ON HIATUS

DOUBLE O MOMENTS

2009-08-21T16:32:00.002+08:00

Music : Shake It Off - Agnes Monica

I woke up at 4PM just now. My head currently feels so heavy. I get myself all tipsy. I'm utterly hungover yesternight at Double O. However, I'm not satisfied yet. It was merely 2.30AM when the DJ announced that the dancefloor was officially closed due to a police raiding thingy. Of all time, why must be during the party hours. Why can't they just wait till the end of the party?! Bodoh makan tait!!

In the midst of the crowd, I bumped into some familiar faces like, Pian, Awood, Dedel, Eqa, Dian and Emil!! How sexcited I was eventhough I was in space kind of mood. After partying, hugged and kissed bestie Chuckee as he cabbed home while the rest riding dirty to Makan Shiok for supper or make that as early breakfast. Afterwhich, they send me back home at around 4a.m. Washed face and feet and landed on my bed and slept like a fat pig who've not been sleeping for 10 fucking days! That bad people. I was utterly fatigued!

I can still feel the lethargy in me despite having 12hrs of sleep. I'm back working tomorrow and I'm so excited to go to work. Why? To meet my bby of coz! Haha Palin mentel. Somehow, today's outing was cancelled as I'm not in the good condition to get my ass outside. So sorry guys. Prolly next time hor. Chantek!!!!

P/S : Alahai! Besok dah mula nak berpuasa! Such a turn off!

I LOVE MY BESTIE!

2009-08-18T23:42:00.001+08:00

Music : Rozzana - Search.

It's my off day! However, my beauty sleep was distracted by morning calls from Megatron and some other unimportant calls. It's really annoying when it's my off day, and I'm having a peaceful sleep, some people just got to make things difficult for me. No brains or what!?

Moving on. I had my facial today. And I'm loving it to the core! A moment to relax your body and mind. It was awesome I tell you.

At evening, I met Mamat bestie and Mandek at Boon Lay. We headed Town and did some mini shopping. Bestie bought me a top from Zara and some accessories. I can't thank him enough. We had Pastamania for dinner. The food was not bad however I preferred Pizza Hut's pasta. Way much better, in my opinion. Afterwhich, we left for home. It was a short outing but I'm elated to have bestie by my side. I miss him so. Meet up on Thursday night bby!!

Well, apparently I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow. Reasons, I don't want to listen to the racket Megatron will give me, bby is off, I need to face district manager about yesterday's drama and the most crucial of all, I'm just plain lazy. Hehehehe....

P/S : Kiffi please message me asap! IMYSM!!

WHAT A DRAMA TODAY!

2009-08-17T23:57:00.003+08:00

Music : A Crying Shame - Muse.

Yesterday drama was about Praja and myself. Whereas today's drama was about Praja and Nana. This time round, they're even worst than yesterday. More of violence I tell you. Luckily I'm around when it happened. If not, I'm done for. Unlucky me, Megatron was not around thus I'm the next person incharged. Damn! I managed to seperate both of them from creating a total chaos infront of public. Honestly, I panicked for awhile just now. I was not prepared to face any complaints from operation department, alone. For goodness sake. Megatron was off lar! How am I suppose to explain to him and JBP management? I know nuts about today's drama. I'm not an eye witness either. Maybe God was by my side, I escaped from being interrogate by anyone just now. The feeling sucks hor! After awhile, everything calm down and operation was running smoothly.

After a tough day at work, I had dinner with Shaik and Khairul over at Banquet. Shaik's treat! Yeeehaaakk!! Thanks a lot bro! Afterwhich, I met the bunch at shelter. I miss them terribly. Sadly, Mamat does'nt want to meet me. He exclaimed that he's lazy to hang out. Let him be. Sigh...

And I love Kiffi. Oh Friday come quick please! I'm missing him already lar!! <333

P/S : I hate that effing moron to the core!!

FUCK YOU LAR FUCK YOU!!

2009-08-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

Music : Dance With Somebody - Mando Diao.

My day was a real bummer. Work was tedious. Whatever I did today, seems to be wrong in Megatron's eyes. When it's closing time, one of Megatron's decepticons, Praja, just got to deteriorate my mood. I was merely telling him not to mess things up. He got offended and starts to find faults with me. My intention was to do closing without any mistakes. He has no idea how to do closing, yet he still wants to be a busybody there. I just don't want later, at the end of the day, if there's corruption with the report, Megatron will hold me to account which I can't stand his non-stop hit naggings for entire night over the phone. Without hesitation, I tell him off, politely. What did I get? He affronted me saying that I was being IMPUDENT?! Not only that. Yesterday, I reminded him to check pax detail. But he did not and I got a good berating from Megatron. When I told Megatron I asked Praja to check, he exclaimed that I did'nt even remind him at all!? I was so browned off! Just now when I spoke to Praja about yesterday drama, he got so annoyed and starts to holler at me! Aku pon tak boleh terima lah! And because of that, it causes a rift between us. WTF! I no longer could abide his attitude. He's a pain in the ass I tell you! Fuck you lar fuck you!

If he's so expert at doing closing and can carry it off, I don't mind letting him deal with it. By all means, go ahead. It's because he has no idea of doing it, I tell him off before report gets messy. I better save my ass rather than getting a dressing down from you know who, MEGATRON!! This is really excruciating!! I cried just now infront of both morons because I just could'nt take the pressure I had for a day. I had a hell of a day! I'm better off rest in peace... *screamingmylungsout*

At the end of the day, Megatron mediate the condition me and Praja was having. I was sobbing for the entire 'meeting' because I was utterly unhappy with Praja. Hello?! You're only a junior and I'm senior and I know more than he does. Get a fucking life. Plus you're living in my country, SINGAPORE not Nepal ok? Suka suka nak tengking aku mcm aku ni adik adik kao kepe? Kasi ultraman kick, sampai balik Nepal nanti aku kasi. Happy happy aje nak bully aku? Fikir kao pandai sangat pe? Oh, i almost forget. He's A FUCKING GAY!!! Dumb bollock! Make my life miserable! Go and fly kite at the padang lar babi!

P/S : You messed with the wrong person.

PICTURES UPLOADED!

2009-08-14T21:42:00.019+08:00

Music : Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

I've been working for 4 days and I swear to God, it's really tiring. I can't wait for my short get-away to anywhere in Singapore with my kaki gereks next week! More and more outings before fasting period comes. Anyway, the last picture up there, last warning ok! That's some of the pictures that we captured during National Day. Last Wednesday, we had dinner cum sheesha session at Arab St. It was'nt so exciting coz we were all fatigued after a gruelling day at work. Plus, we only settled down at 9pm plus and had late dinner around 10pm! Followed by sheesha and cabbed home. It was all on Megatron. He paid for all the bills ok. He's effing rich I tell you! Tapi perangai mintak ampun mcm sial! That horrible hor! Pictures yet to receive from Farah. Will upload it soon, I promise.

My apologies to Viva for not being able to be at their gig tomorrow. I can't get half day. I badly wanted to go you see. It's been donkey's years I've not been to thei gig. The last was January ok. There's goes my chance of meeting kak ros again. I miss you effing much dear. And I miss Abbas bestie too. When want to hang out eh? Tait betol!

P/S : Kiffi, I'm sorry but I had to do that.

BEEN PREOCUPPIED LATELY.

2009-08-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

Music : Permysuri - OAG

Finally after 4 gruelling days, I'm off duty. Initially, Megatron told me to come work today. However I overslept till 8am. I quickly texted him saying that I will be late and dragged myself to shower. After shower, I received a message from him. Guess what? He said I'm off duty today! Tak ke mengamok aku? Aku kalam kabot mandi nak pergi kerja punya pasal, dia happy happy cakap aku off! Kasi darah aku naik jer tao! What a moron!

So previous Satuday and Sunday, work was madness. Saturday plans with friends was cancelled as I need plenty of rest to gain energy for Sunday major event. I'm ever so lucky to be at main counter during major events. The crowd was horrendous I tell you. If I were to do photography, I think I can just drop dead right off the bat. However, it was boredom rotting at counter. ND'09 events kept me on the go up to date. It's over, like finally!

So how did I celebrated National Day? Basically, right after work, JBP Digiphoto team, went over to visit Sentosa and Mount Faber outlet. It was breathtaking and it's our first outing. We had one hell of a night camwhoring and burst out lauhghing about just anything. Thanks to management for 3 free (6by8) photos from Sky Tower, Sentosa and Mount Faber! Sadly we did'nt manage to catch a glimpse of the fireworks as we were so busy camwhoring! We had dinner together, all thanks to Megatron himself for treating us! There's good things about him though. At the end of the day, cabbed home with daddy and Ain. I was utterly dead-beat. So much for waking up early today. I'm still angry by the way. Oh! I'm looking forward for our next outing to Arab St! Sheesha session lar siak!

Lastly, I Nurfazlin Sukur would like to say that I miss all my girlfriends and boyfriends effing much! Shasha bestie and Mamat bestie, I hope to have quality time with the both of you! Make that sooon please? And I miss Fetrina too. She's always with bf. I don't want to disturb her lar. Not to forget, Kiffi bby. Sayang Kiffi. <3333

P/S : Photos will be upload as soon as I receive it from Ain.

KARAOKE-ING SESSION.

2009-08-05T22:15:00.001+08:00

Music : Gettin Over - David Guetta Feat Chris Willis.

I woke up at the crack of dawn as I promised to have breakfast with Danny today. Initial plan was to have KFC. However, both Central and Gek Poh outlet do not provide breakfast. We were like, what the heck?! In the end, we had McDonalds. I was pretty disappointed because I was craving for KFC breakfast. I was apparently browned off at that moment.

ISABELLA
Fendi, Me and Danny.
I sang the chorus part, fyi.
After breakfast, headed over to Lia's crib and chilled-out till late evening. Movie marathon and karaoke-ing was super Gerek!! Soon, more and more kaki gereks joined in the fun. Definitely, I enjoyed myself today. I had truckloads of joy and laughters with the peeps. I was having a hard time at home dealing with mom's bitch-ass-ness. They just enlightened up my day.

After all those fun moments, I'm feeling exceedingly fatigue now. Did I mention I ate a lot today? Ah yes! Food madness I tell you. From Mcdonalds to Eclairs to Creme Puff to Maggie Kari and lastly, KFC. Shit! I need to go on a serious dieting. -.-"

P/S : I think I've lost my voice, seriously.

SO YESTERDAY..

2009-08-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

Music : Happy - Mocca

MAMAT BESTIE ...
He's been very generous towards me for umpteen times. So in return, I bought him a ravishing G-shock watch that he's been eyeing on since last month. I presumed he must be exceedingly contented with it.

Saturday night was spend merrily with my happy pills - Mamat, DD, Tubbies, Fazil and Lan. Helped DD washed his Gilera and his dad's car. Splashing water here and there. Tiring but fun! By 12.30 am++, we were all dead-beat. Bid my goodbye to them and reached home 1am on the dot. Had trouble trying to flake out. I guess, I slept at around 4a.m plus. Oh, I had to wake up 7a.m the same morning hor! I overslept till 8a.m lar sey. How piggy I was sleeping like there's no tomorrow. Maybe God was being so nice, I arrived work in the nick of time. I thought I was going to be late. I saved my ass back there. What a relieved.. Work today, super mendak! No futher explanation because the reason is apparently because I'm lacking of sleep. DUH!

P/S : I want Tuesday to come quick!

WHAT A FATIGUED NIGHT OUT!

2009-07-31T23:45:00.004+08:00

Music : Pernah Muda - Bunga Citra Lestari.

It's my off day today. Initial plan was to meet Fred before he leaves for Philippines. However he had to attend to his embassy to settle some issue. So the next plan was to accompany GG to Jurong Point. He had his hair cut super short.

Indeed he looks much more smart and good boy now. Still I preferred his previous hair style though. Bought Honey Milk Tea, our favourite and slacked at Shelter, just the both of us confabulating about anything. We bid our goodbyes as he has to work while I'm heading JBP. GG owes me an outing hor!!!! hahaha.

Off to JBP to fetch Ain from work. Headed Mustafa Centre and shop till drop! Bought a lot of toiletries there because it's CHEAP! Afterwhich, we rushed to Takashimaya because I badly want to buy my Estee Lauder products but we were late by only a few minutes. Darn it. I was frustrated at that point of time! SO we chilled for awhile and cabbed home. It was seriously a tiring day. Above all, I would like to thank Ain for being such a great shopping companion. I had fun with her. Yeeehaaww!!

Sigh. On the dark side, bby is giving me headaches. I don't understand him a single bit. What's up with the sarcastic messages? I talked to you nicely and dearly but what you replied? Just one fucking word!!!! Why bby why? You're jealous again is it? What wrong have I done this time round? Just what the hell do you want from me? Did'nt I make the effort to show how much you mean to me? Or is it just you?! I hate it when we're like this. Damn damn damn!!

I'M FAT! I'M DARK! I'M SO DAMN FAT! I'M SO DAMN DARK! AND I EFFING HATE IT!

P/S : I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow.

BLOW THE GAFF.

2009-07-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

Music : Commercial Breakdown - The Sunshine Underground.

At last, I had the chance to spend time with Sushi. We had so much to share. I blow the gaff out to him about Mr.Cute at work. As much as I guess, he was taken aback. Above all, I hope he keep the dirty little secret and it is very crucial not to let anyone knows about it, at all events. If not, I die. To think about it, seriously, it's effing bizarre.

LJS for dinner with Regie, TJ, Sushi, Faizah & Izzah just now. It was Faizah & Izzah last day of work today. Damn, I'm so going to miss you girls a lot!! Plus tomorrow, most of the interns will be having their last moments and JBP, which happens to be my off day. I hope to spend time with the people who have been such a great companion to me before their last day but sadly, I'm off-duty. How like that? I thought of dropping by JBP, specially to meet them. Should think about it.

And you know what, Digiphoto barbeque was cancelled. I have no idea why and I don't care literally. And the plan to party at Double O tonight was cancelled too because most of the peeps is down with fever. Some of them have'nt get their pay while the rest, just find it arduous to party without the rest who back-out. Which includes me.

So Kiffi bby, I know you're gleeful that I'm not partying tonight. I know you won't torment yourself thinking about me. I know you don't want me to be surrounded by boys. I know bby you love me. And I appreciate your love and concern. I love you too. <3333

P/S : Sometimes, somethings is better left unsaid.

GOOD AND BAD MOMENTS.

2009-07-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

Music : Sucker - Chris Dim.

Currently, I'm chatting with Regie, the heartthrob of JBP. *insert whatever face* I feel like giving him an ultraman kick to his face, seriously. Belardy irritating I tell you. See what he commented me on FaceBook...

I had a jovial time at work today. Been laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing. Ok enough. However, it was a gruelling day too. I had to cover Khairul's task of doing Bird's Show, since he's away for reservist for 5 days. Damn, it's tough ok. I had to run high and low during the show. And I was late for 3pm show today as I was busy liaising with this particular annoying guest plus Megatron was busy interviewing some students from whatever school. As I was in a haste to get my ass to Amphitheatre, I almost got myself into a collision with a guest. Phewww... Thank God! After settling down, I realized that camera battery is half-dead. I prayed hard that it will survive till the end of the show, which literally, it does. Thank God again. When it's time to shoot, there's this idiotic kid, who steadily dashed right infront of me and the volunteer without us knowing. I can't abide this kind of people. I was like 'HELLO, CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M TAKING PICTURES HERE?!? BLIND OR WHAT!!! Even the host was kinda pissed off with that belardy kid. If I could, I would have punch his face. MORON OR WHAT!

And when it's 4pm, Hawk Show, the weather was, OMFG. I felt like I'm in hell. Super duper hot to the core. The sheltered seats was fully occupied. I was perspiring like nobody business. However I had so much fun during today's show because I was all the way at the front. It's the bestest spot for bird show. Wohoooo! Photography session was gerek too. Falconers was the kaki gerek ones. Sadly, Sushi was doing something else. I miss him lar. All in all, I had a wonderful day at work. All thanks to the people around me. Yeeehaaawww!!!!

P/S : Fred gave me a flying kiss.

MY HAIR IS DAMAGED!

2009-07-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Music : 60's TV - OAG.

Well literally, my hair is still long. Still considering if I should cut short or keep longer. I'm in dilemma. Honestly, I hate my current hair because it's damn thick and damaged. Thought of cutting it short. Thus, I won't trouble myself having to tie it every morning to work. But long hair attracts me. Those long, curly hair. OMG. But but but, I also want short hair leh.. How like that? Any suggestions? Oh, plus I want to highlight my hair. However, I don't know what colour to choose? Purple? Red? Blonde? Brown? What siak!!?
Anyway, do I look better with short hair or long hair? Compare those two picture above. Aku bole jadi gila fikir pasal rambut aku. Sumpah tak bedek. Sometimes, I feel like dreadlock-ing my hair again. Gosh! I miss my dreadlocks.. Or maybe, corn row-ing?? Me and my forever ideas. Damn it!!

On the other hand, all the best to my beloved Shelterians for their soccer match tomorrow. I wish to be there supporting you guys, but I have to work. Jia Yo Team Pioneer!!! And have I mention that tomorrow is Sunday???!? Oh bby, like finally after 3 fucking days!

P/S : Maybe, just maybe, I should go bald.

LIKE FINALLY

2009-07-24T00:35:00.005+08:00

Music : La La Land - Demi Lovato

After all the sms(es), calls, MSN conversation from those who've missed me, finally, I came down specially to meet the bunch. I missed Mamat bestie, I missed the whole lot of you so effing much! Sadly, I did'nt get to meet some of the kaki gereks. Wonder when will be the next time I get to meet you peeps. What I've missed during two weeks of my absence? I guess nothing interesting happen. Been busy lately. Working like a mad woman.

Work has robbed my entire life. I feel so lifeless. Insufficient time to have leisure time. How drab my life is now. Oh please Megatron. Have mercy on me and give me more off days will you? If not, I swear to God, you'll rot in the hottest corner of hell. shrugs....

On the bright side, I had a special gift from someone special. And I just love it and hoping for more gifts. hehehehehehe... ;)
Sunday bby..... I'm missing you terribly.. <3333

P/S : Today is my OFF day.

HELLO MONDAY!!

2009-07-20T21:54:00.004+08:00

Music : Lips Like Sugar - Flo Rida.

Currently I'm at my aunty house. Just got here from wandering around Jurong Point with, Sushi. It was our first time hanging out together. There's no chance of us to chat at work because of our respective department. Only during after working hours, we get to meet and talk like there's no tomorrow. He treat me McDonald for dinner! Thanks dude. We had a lot to share from A to Z. Personally, I think he's a great person to talk to. A great listener I must say. See you on Wednesday, Sushi!!

P/S : I want to beat Megatron to his death.

JUST ANOTHER RANDOM DAY OUT.

2009-07-17T20:48:00.006+08:00

Music : Merah Putih - Agnes Monica

Since it was my off day yesterday, I went out and meet Juicy at City Hall after my 2nd attempt test which I failed like, AGAIN? How mortifying. Not to give up though. It was Popeye for lunch. Heavenly scrumptious! Roamed around Marina Square and chilled at Riverside. What makes it a lot better was that, I get the chance to meet my two long lost kaki gerek guyfriends, F & D!! I was contented upon seeing them. We had a lot to confabulate. Seems like it's been forever we did'nt catch things up. Spent the entire night talking and laughing about just anything. Loving it a lot. And I love yesterday and definitely, I want more meet ups like that.

P/S : I'm so feeling tread on air!

BUSYBODY MORONS!!

2009-07-13T20:55:00.006+08:00

Music : Superstar - David May

Some people just can't mind their own business. Well, definitely their just jealous because they don't lead a jovial life. When jealousy arise, there goes the cock and bull stories from the stinky mouth. Bad mouthing about us that creates a total chaos between myself and family members. I am so not happy with the fact, they, blamed Fetrina for the things she DID NOT do. For goodness sake, investigate first before shooting as you wish. I loathe people like you. Go around meddling with people's life like as if your life is oh so perfect. I suggest you go fly kite at the padang. That would be awesome for people like you.

On a lighter note, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ISMAIL ADAM!! I know I've been pestering you since forever. But at the end of the day, you know that I still love you. Haha! Thanks for the friendship band. I'll treasure it forever dude. Wohoooo!!

P/S : Siapa makan chilli terasa pedas ok!

I cried to the song.

2009-07-10T13:10:00.004+08:00

Music : Live Like You're Dying - Lenka.

Give me a reason to fight the feeling that there's nothing here for me. Cause none of it's easy, I know it wasn't meant to be. I know it's all up to me. So what am I gonna do with my time? All of the moments you didn't notice, gone in the blink of an eye. All of the feelings you couldn't feel, no matter how you try.

You've got your own and I've got mine. Afterall that we've been through I must say, sorry honey, my heart is not for you.
It's over now.

P/S : You're hiding behind the words you speak.

A night out with sister.

2009-07-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

Music : I Want You (Laidback Luke Remix) - Martin Solveig

I met sister after work over at her working place which is situated at Orchard Point. Initially, I was too jet-lag to get my ass there. Eventually, I did. Since I have not been communicating with her lately, I decided to have a quality time together. Had dinner and did some shopping. Indeed it was a bliss having her around. Confabulating like there's no tomorrow, laughing like nobody business. I bought her a belated birthday present as she's been pestering me for it. hahaks! Above all, I love her.

P/S : I want more tops.

I can die of excessive work.

2009-07-08T21:08:00.001+08:00

Music : 21 Guns - Greenday.

It was suppose to be my off day today. However, Megatron cancelled it and put my next off day on the 16th of July. Which means, I have no off day for the entire week. I'm exceedingly miffed. Since 4th July till 15th July, I'll be a slave for him. I might as well R.I.P together with Michael Jackson, seriously. Definitely, I'll be knackered everyday. That's working life. However when pay day comes, all the hardship I went through literally paid off. And then, shopping therapy would be so much better.

P/S : In dire need of spa session.

It's not the same without you guys!

2009-07-05T23:16:00.004+08:00

Music : Ada Rindu Ada Cemburu - Fia

Deeply upset is the best to describe how I felt when I got to know that my team, has been destroyed by Bimbo. It's just too abrupt to receive such news and I swear, I was taken aback. I went through ups and downs with them, those laughters and joy we once shared are now gone down the drain. The team that I regarded as my family, will no longer be there to brighten up my day. Tomorrow, a new team will form. That sucks because we will be starting from the scratch. Oh God, why am I being tortured like this.

P/S : Truly missed by me.

2009-07-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

SALES SALES SALES SALES!
Music : Hot Issue - 4 Minutes

I did some shopping at Jurong Point, alone. Yes ALONE! It's exceedingly ironic of me shopping all alone. Normally, I'm with either a group of friends or with Fet. I bought quite alot of garments, especially bottoms. And I literally used my MasterCard for the very first time in my life. Mom is so gonna berate me! Maybe next week, I'll be heading Town for another shopping therapy. This time round, with a companion. I need to buy lots and lots of tops. Not to forget products from Nivea & Estee Lauder. A must to buy sial!!!

P/S : I want to kill Bimbo for hellsake!

2009-07-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

IT GIVES ME HELL!
Music : So Hot - Wondergirls.

Hello.I just got back from IMM. Wandering around, alone. At that point of time, I just want to be alone. To ease all the stress away. Now at home, it's not getting any better. Darn it!

Before I story telling, I just want to say, I ditched Mamat and friends to Double O. I'm having my mina-rep mood moment due to some personal matters. I don't want to create a hassle with anyone, anywhere due to this sickness I'm having. =) ok go...

World War 10. Between mother and daughter. I seriously can't abide her shits. She's been giving me too much aggravation. Still, I can't thank her enough for raising me up, through ups and downs. I love her still. Too bad, I love daddy more.

Thankfully, I have my happy pills to allay my bad mood away. Talk about work, I was super late. Thanks to yesternight drama. Kiffi bby exclaimed that I looked horribly upset, bored plus angry. He said I behave weirdly today. Am I being too blatant? Sweetie, I'm terribly sorry if I was giving you the cold shoulders. I was forcing myself to stay cheerful but the fact that I'm all fucked up. I'll miss you though. =) Hence, it makes me looking forward to Sunday. Oh Sunday, come quick please....

On the other hand, I am so browned off with BMC. I troubled myself getting my ass to school to pay for the fees, but end up they belardy told me to come back some other days, because there's error in my profile and bla bla bla. It has been like this for the past 1 month? Tak habis habis lagi dengan error sialan korng tu?? This is the fucking 4th time I waste my time, energy and bus fare. For goodness sake, I'm utterly exhausted after a gruelling day at work.

In short, I had a hell of a day. Thank you God. On a lighter note, Bimbo gave me an off day tomorrow. Gerek pe? Definitely lar sial!! I am so gonna shopping like one mad girl!!!

P/S : I just want to be free from stress.

2009-07-01T20:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY AGNES MONICA!!!!!!

2009-06-30T23:05:00.004+08:00

LOVE TUESDAY!!
Music : Fire Burning - Sean Kingston

After 4 days off from work, finally, I'm back working. What makes it a lot better was, it's Bimbo's off day!! Wuhoooo!! To add on, I had the chance to meet bby!! Not to forget my power team!! And all the staffs too!! I miss everyone manyak-manyak loh!! And it's pay day!! Shoppin therapy puhlease..... After work, initial plan was to catch Transformers 2, however, all slots was fully occupied and the last slot is at 10p.m. So we decided to gave it a pass and had dinner at Pizza Hut!! Shodap lar babi!! At the end of the day, Shaik gave me a ride home. The best part was, he turned on HOUSE MUSIC damn effing loud, which makes me go gugugaga in the car!! Sorry Ismail because you're not house lover..Anyway, I had so much fun with my work mates. <333>If I was a rich girl.

2009-06-28T20:11:00.005+08:00

GET WELL SOON FAZIL!
Music : Love, Sex & Magic - Justin Timberlake Feat Ciara.

So yesterday, I watched midnight show, Transformers 2 with Mamat, Dawan, DD, Tubbies and Mambang. Overall, it's a gratifying movie. I enjoyed it effing much!! And I'm so going to catch the movie again. This time round, with my working colleagues. And guess what time I reached home?? 4a.m on the dot. Mambang accompanied me home since he live just nearby. =)

I was having my beauty sleep when Mamat bestie gave an abrupt call at 1p.m. Initially, I was kind of lazy to hear what he had to say. However, when he told me that Fazil was hospitalized, I was panic-stricken. He told me to get ready by 2pm. DD drove me, Mamat, Dawan and Aidil to NUH. Alhamdulillah, nothing major happened to him. Everyone was kinda worried about his condition. Bro, get well soon hor!!! So that we can party at Double O!! Weeeee!!!!!

After visiting him, Dawan drove Mamat and myself to Vivo City for our late lunch at Carls Junior!! Exceedingly scrumptious!! And now, I'm all alone at home. Everyone is out. I'm flaking out pretty soon. I'm really exhausted plus terribly sleepy!

P/S : I can't wait to be back working on Tuesday. ^.^

2009-06-27T17:10:00.001+08:00

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Music : No Boundaries - Kris Allen.

I woke up at 3 pm today!! I slept like a fat pig. I was too worn out. Apparently, I had plenty of rest. Moving on... Yesterday was a blast. Thanks to those who've helped me with the preparations and etc. Thanks a whole lot to those who came down. So yesterday, we celebrated Fet's 20th Birthday. To be honest, I'm really disappointed because my plan did not turn out according to my wish. Plus, Fet literally knew what I was planning for her. It's not a surprise afterall. However, we had so much fun throughout the night. Eventhough I was effing fatigued, Fet's happinnes meant a whole lot to me. Once again, I'm thankful enough to those who've helped me throughout the entire preparations. You guys are just the best!! And to my beloved Fet, I love you till infinity!

P/S : He's a sweetest drugs..

2009-06-24T21:13:00.005+08:00

FAREWELL MY FRIEND.
Music : I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

I am so going to miss you, Nigel. You've been such a great companion at work. You never fails to make me smile, especially when I'm bored to tears. I swear it won't be the same without you around. One by one, the kaki gereks is leaving JBP. Soon, the interns too will say bye bye. How saddening. I will be lonely without you people. Heavy sigh.... Above all, may you lead a successful life ahead dude. We'll keep in touch through facebook. Macam biasa jugak..... ^.^

I'm pretty occupied with work and other commitments. Damn how tough it is to run errands here and there. I had an assignment to deal with and the dateline is on the 26th June, Friday. And I'm not 1% done. I have'nt even start a single thing. Mampos! I seriously need to get my hands on it right after this.

I'm so shag nowadays. I took 4 days off from work which is on 26th till 29th June. 4 days away from Bimbo. *shake butt* I need to rest myself cause I've been physically and mentally tired.

P/S : Sayang, I miss you effing much.

2009-06-22T21:48:00.005+08:00

YOU PEOPLE ARE SO DAMN HILARIOUS, SERIOUSLY.
Music : Because I'm Stupid - SS501

I created a quiz specially for Jurong Bird Park staffs on FaceBook. In total of 7 questions which is so damn easy. Chicken feet!! Those who've taken, gave all sorts of answers. Ish korang ni, kelakar seram arh... Somehow, Firdy Colada was the lowest and guess who is at the top of my list? It's Ismail Adam lar siak! Never thought he could get 6 out of 7 answers right. Fir, you're a great disappointment. I never will want to talk to you again. Ni part aku dah bedek. heeeee.. =P Oh well, there's still a whole lot of the rest who have not taken the quiz. I'm waiting.... I wonder who will beat Ismail record.... *evil laugh*

P/S : Jurong Bird Park is loved.

2009-06-21T21:08:00.005+08:00

I'm contented. Definitely am. Thanks to my happy pills who've helped me, Dawan, DD, Tubbies and Fazil. You guys are just so caring. I'm touched. Everything is back to normal, better than before. I'm so looking forward for the first week of July. Our forthcoming outings will be breathtaking, i bet! Yesterday, I spend my quality time with Mamat bestie. I'm satisfied after talking openly to him. It makes me feel a lot better. My Saturday was great with him around. Nothing else could dent my mood. I beg you, don't ever treat me like how you did on that day. It hurts, horribly.

'Palin palin..... I always love you. Put that in your mind damn it.' - Mamat bestie.

I love you too bestie, no matter what.

P/S : I just love my happy pills to the core.

2009-06-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

AGNES MONICA IS JUST THE BEST!!!!

She got 3 nominations for "Most Popular Indonesian Artist", "Most Popular Regional Artist", and "Best Song". Anugerah Planet Music this year will be held on July 18th in Jakarta for the 1st time. Hopefully she win all awards. Jia Yo Agnes!!

P/S : Teruskanlah kau begitu.

2009-06-15T20:05:00.003+08:00

WHAT A DAY..
Music : Matahariku - Agnes Monica
Mood : Upset

First of all, I failed. Terribly disappointed in myself. Whatever it is, never give up palin! I'll try my very best for the second time. Work?! ZOMFG! I had a gruelling day. Why? Manager was off, team leader is away for reservist. And I'm incharged for the entire day. Somehow, manager came down to settle printer problem which lead to a team crisis. WTH? CRISIS?! Just because everyone, including myself wore black sneakers, which is not allowed by him. And he has the cheek to accuse me as the master-mind. Fucking arsehole. Just because I'm incharged does'nt mean I told everyone to wear black sneakers. And I swear, I literally have no idea that the rest was also going to wear black sneaker. My blood boils siak that moment!! In the end, all accusations goes to my dear Nadia and Ria. Definitely their not at wrong. I pitied them for being the victims. Well, it's only that moment, everyone was so so pissed off with him, seriously. When he's left, everything was back to square one. As for me, I had a lot of responsibilty today. Check sales, check wireless, check this check that. It's hard being a manager for a day. hahaha. However, I had a wonderful time with my team. Cause their the ones who brightens up my day. Lagik lagik ada bby doing at photography. I was apparently contented to the core. haha. miang! Well, I would like to thank my team for being such an obedient individuals. If not for you people, I guess, I will be damn pressurize. Not the part when Naim and Ruzaini pranked about the tourist's complaint. Itu part aku dah panic gila pig siak. Jahat sey korng nak takotkan aku!!! Now I know how it feels having to be in Raj's shoes. hahaha. But atleast I'm not over reacting unlike him. Ada betol tak?

On the dark side, yesterday, I was so down with some things I ain't expecting. I tried to hold back my tears, but I shed like nobody business otw home. Maybe I'm at fault? But what I've done till he's been giving me the cold shoulders? It hurts, so much. I wanted to interrogate him, but he won't even look at me, let alone, smile at me. It never happen before, till yesterday. I'm terribly upset. Upset with the condition I'm having. It sucks to the extreme. I might as well, R.I.P. Sigh sigh heavy sigh....

P/S : It feels so awkward without us.

2009-06-14T19:12:00.003+08:00

WOMEN'S NIKE DUNK HIGH PREMIUN
Music : Hurt - Christina Aguilera
Mood : NeglectedDaddy bought for me that baby up there. How happy I was at that very moment. Fathers's Day celebration at granparent's crib was a bliss. Grandma's cooking is soever srcumptious. And I just love my dad so effing much. Somehow, somethings is bothering me. Let's just see what will happen later. For all that I know, I'm worried. Lastly, I'm anxious about tomorrow's test. Hopefully I pass!

P/S : Tell me if you're not satisfied.

2009-06-13T16:54:00.002+08:00

THE CROWD WAS HORRENDOUS!
Music : Don't Tread On Me - 311
Mood : Tired Gila Pig
I reached work earlier due to the event that was going on today. It was only 8a.m and the crowd was a total disaster. It was madness I tell you! The carparks was full. The seats for bird show was full. When I'm waiting for the bus at bustop, full too! Sampai 3 bus datang at one go. Lucky for me, I got to station at counter for the entire day. I'm not incharge of photo-taking for today. If not, I can just drop dead. That bad. I took half day today. I just can't stand the whole atmosphere. Too many humans at the entrance. I'm heading out with family to J.P later. Hopefully, I still can watch the kaki gereks doing their bird show at JP. Bby will be there.. =) cheeky. Night falls, I will be heading ECP with Dawan. Yeayy..

P/S : I try to understand you, hopefully.

2009-06-12T20:49:00.002+08:00

CAN I JUST NOT COME TO WORK TOMORROW!?!
Music : We Made You - Eminem
Mood : Fresh

Tomorrow will be a wearisome day for all Jurong Bird Park Staffs.Between 8000 to 13,000 guests will be coming down for a major event.It's like a troop of army going for a war. It's gonna be a hell of a day I tell you.One for all, all for one now come on!!

P/S : I miss rockstar bby terribly.

2009-06-11T19:45:00.004+08:00

SHE'S SO FLY.
Music : Hush Hush - Pussy Cat Dolls
Mood : Sleepy

Kak Ros e-mailed me this. She's ever so sweet.

However, she forgotten to attach all the pictures that we took yesterday.

-.-"

I was tread on air when I met Kak Ros yesterday. I treat her Pizza Hut for dinner at Jurong Point as aBirthday treat, sincerely from me. After so long of not meeting up for more than 4 months, we had a lot to share from A to Z. Above all, I love her to the core.

P/S : Till the next meet up dearest.

2009-06-07T19:22:00.003+08:00

IT'S ALL ABOUT SATURDAY.
Music : Last Song - X Japan.
Mood : Worn Out To The Extreme.

On the 2nd June'09, my one and only bestfriend, NurSyazana Bte Mohd Sahran turned 19 years old. Yesterday, I celebrated her Bday with Mamat bestie and Hafiz John over at JP. We had dinner as usual. Bestie, I hope you had a wonderful life in future. Hope you like the Roxy bag that Mamat and myself bought for you. Not to forget the cookie, sincerely from me. ILY!

Afterwhich, Dawan drove Mamat and myself to Ayer Rajah Food Court for satay session. Shodap! Headed Marina Barrage to ease our stress away, while waiting for DD. And then we proceeded ECP and chilled till wee hours. Confabulated like there's no tomorrow. Gerek, aku suka! We left at 1.30a.m, while DD drove mamat home, Dawan drove me back home. Thanks dude! I reached home 2a.m plus and I swear I was super worn out. Not to forget, I have to wake up at 7.15a.m the same morning.

And guess what. I overslept till 8a.m. Belardy hell. I start work at 8.3oam for hellsake!! I was awaken by rockstar bby msg at 6.30am, however I continued sleeping like a fat pig. I rushed myself with everything. My hair was in a mess. Cabbed to work, cause I had no choice. I reached JBP a minute before 8.30a.m. Such a relief. I just can't tolerate Bimbo's lecture. Well, today was not really my day cause I was so damn tired. Not enough rest ok! Yawning every minute. Power naps when there's no crowd. Went home with the kaki gereks. Best lar.

Last but not least, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO KAK ROS DARLING!!!!!!!!

Ok, after posting this shit, I'm off to bed. Siang giler babi kan ni? What to do. I'm really sleepy and fatigue. Till the next post. Chalobeteh!

P/S : I want to sleep forever can?

2009-06-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

IT'S BEEN DONKEY'S YEARS
Music : Zillion - DJ Tiesto
Mood : Fatigue
I met Ela and Juicy over at Raffles City today. I really miss those two. And not to forget, Esha too, terribly. Eventhough we barely had time for each other, our friendship will never fade away. Sadly, Ela had to leave us for work. Till the next meet up. My day with Juicy and her friend was awesome. Thanks girls for making my day a great one. Woohoooo!!

P/S : That barista is effing cute, seriously!

2009-05-31T20:04:00.006+08:00

YOU'RE ASKING ME TO MAKE A CHOICE?!
Music : Forever Love - X Japan
Mood : Worn Out

Well , I'm definitely choosing friends over work. I have a valid excuse and proof which in this case is MC, saying that I'm UNFIT for work you fucking bollock! What for I troubled myself having to consult a doctor just to get MC for you, in the end, you belardy forced me to work today. Do you have brain in your fucking head? It's MC for goodness sake!! Can I just stab you and that's it. nbcb.

Seriously, I've had a bellyful of his shits. I can't abide his nonsense anymore. If not for my parents, I'll be leaving with all my heart long time ago. He thinks he's so brilliant in whatever he does? *spit* He's by all odds an idiot. Stupid bimbo!! My abhorrence towards him is getting from bad to worst.

I had to take the risk and ditched work today. I am so browned off with him. He threatened me saying that, if I wish to continue working, I have to work today. He literally pin me down for an answer right off the bat. Yadayada.. I did'nt even get my ass to JBP let alone inform him that I wont be coming. Initially, I presume, it's the end of my working life at JBP. Unexpectedly, he called me and persuaded me to come work tomorrow as he will be taking his off day. Wahh! Part kau nak ambek off, senang aje. Lau orang lain, peh susah!! Pukimak dia sial!!!! Pardon me for my vulgars. I'm in a roaring temper moment. It was such a relief that I'm STILL EMPLOYED. Yeeehaakkk!! I miss my kaki gereks at work, especially rockstar. Hope he's working tmrw.

On a lighter note, I had an awesome day with the monkeys. Eventhough they lost, I'm still proud of them. They did their best with all of their effort. Some drama took place. Kecoh pe Farouk!! Take a chill pill. Win like a man, lose like a man. hahaha. After the match, DD drove me, Dawan and Mamat to Makan Shiok for lunch while the rest vroom vroom to Shelter. I tell you ah, I can get fat tremendously when I'm with them because we never fail to have lunch, dinner and supper during any of our outings. Gila babi. Still, I love them all. <33333 align="left">Back to a mundane life tomorrow. Heavy sigh.....

I despise this facial expression of him.

Smoking session right after lunch.

Focus on Fai please...

LOL

Team A.

They'll never walk alone.

HAHAHA Basket!!

Si Hafezudin ni mintak kena flying kick arh!!

Suka buat cam gtu?

Deadly Driver

LOL

Hahahaha

*inside jokes*

Injured. Kesian...

Fet dah kenape Fet?

Pukol kau bisu baru tau!!

Dawan

Irritating lalat in the car..

Macam paham aje Aidil.

Ni anak, Masyallah!!

Tak tau nak cakap ape lagi.

Out of words.

LOL!!

P/S : In dire need of sleep.

2009-05-30T23:47:00.004+08:00

JUST NOW...

Music : Songs For Aberdeen - Mando Diao

Mood : Weak

Initially, I was kinda lazy to go out but at the very last minute, Mamat bestie asked me out. Together with DD and Dawan, we riding dirty to Queensway. Surprisingly, I get my pay which I literally thought I will receive it by tomorrow. That Bimbo is a big fat liar. Kanina. However, I did'nt shop till drop cause I have to save for the best to come. Afterwhich, we had dinner at Al-Ameen. Heavenly scrumptious!! As I was not feeling well since last Thursday, been coughing and flu, they brought me to a 24hr clinic near Jurong Point for a consultation. It's confirm that I'm infected with swine flu. Kidding only. hahahaha. Doctor said I'm down with slight fever with a temperature of 37.8 degree celcius, throat infection and normal flu. He prescribed me with some medications and I had 2 days M.C. Thank God! Which mean, I'm not working tomorrow. Yeeehawww!! But, I'm not going to rest for the entire day tomorrow, jiwa punya pasal, I will be supporting my ever kaki gereks at their futsal tournament. All the best guys! And now, I feel so sleepy after taking medications. Flaking out sooon. Thanks DD, Dawan and Mamat for being nice, only for awhile. lol. cheeeBye!

P/S : I want to meet Agnes Monica.

2009-05-30T13:52:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY CONVERSATION
Music : Baby It's Fact - HelloGoodbye
Mood : HAHAHAHA

Currently having msn conversation with the boys at MSN. Awesome way to start off my day. They rock my socks except the part when I was send off from the conversation. Chey. Dah macam soccer pulak. Fucking arsehole. And guess what, they add me up in the ever-meraps conversation again. Nak pujuk aku ah ni. basket eh korng!!

My plans for today, I need to wait for Radit's call. The boys plan is to go Karaoke-ing. But I'm not joining. Next time maybe.

So yesterday, I accompanied GG to do his threading at central. And in return he accompanied me to school. Actually I forced him to. HAHAHA. sial. After settling some issues, we ride back to shelter and lefak. Initial plan was to play ping-pong but this GG slept like a fucking pig. bubbled us. So ended up they played soccer at night. Bla bla bla, bby gave me a ride home. Thanks yo!

P/S : Someone is turning 19.

2009-05-28T21:25:00.002+08:00

WELCOME TO MY LIFE
Music : Scream - Starkiller
Mood : Sleepy

Lots of incidents happened for the past few days. Mother has been berating me every single day. Her bitch-ass-ness gets my goat. I feel like running far far away from home. That bad. Apart from her, work has been extremely tiring eversince I had to do closing everyday. For hell sake, EVERYDAY!!! I can die of excessive work, seriously. I'm having a devil of time juggling work, school and driving/riding classes. It's excruciating! Fook!

And guess what? I was truly surprised when Mr.Bimbo offered me to work as a full-timer. The benefits of being a F.T enthrall me. Especially when he spoke about the bonus (es) I will receive. I have to make a crucial decision. That sucks much. I have to consider these....

I must take into account of the difficult circumstances.
I have other commitments too.
The advent of O Level Examinations.
The responsibility of being a full timer.
Family and friends.

I've asked suggestions from some of my friends. Most of them had the same suggestions. They said, it's better for me to be a full timer because from what they see now, I'm working part time, however, I've been doing full timer duties like, doing closing till late. They've got a point there. Still, I need to discuss this matter with father and mother. Because their advices is the best.

I'm off for two days, Friday and Saturday. Heaven mann! I need plenty of rest. Finally, two days away from pressure and Mr.Bimbo. I'll sleep like a fat pig later. I'm tired to the extreme. OMG!

P/S : I miss my rockstar terribly.

2009-05-27T16:09:00.002+08:00

HIT AND RUN
Music : When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
Mood : Relax

My deep condolences to Allahyarhamha Firah's family members. May her soul rest in peace. Amin. It was an unexpected news for everyone I bet. By hook or by crook, life has to move on. Everything is in God's hands.

P/S : Be alert when you're riding or driving at all times.

2009-05-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

A PATHETIC JOURNEY.
Music : Bagaikan Langit - Melly Goeslaw
Mood : Sleepy

Yesterday, I gave Above & Beyond a pass and met pretty boys at shelter. DD drove Hafezudin, Mamat, Dawan, Hafiz and myself to Marsiling area just to have smoking session. Afterwhich, we went back to shelter. How absurd of us. However, I had a jovial time with them. Sayang semuanya!! Thank you for sending me directly to my car-park guys.

P/S : In dire need of sleep.

2009-05-21T20:22:00.002+08:00

COME ON, YOU SHOULD BE FRANK TO ME.
Music : Magic Box - Benny Benassi
Mood : Pissed

If the bunch loves to bitch-talk about me, by all means. Generally, it's exceedingly stupid of you to get so uptight about an irrational issue. I have my flaws. And if you don't like it, you might as well R.I.P. If they say I'm a bitch, well they're definitely sluts!

P/S : I just can't be bothered.

2009-05-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

20 YEARS OF LIFE
Music : Unsaid Things - McFly

Mood : Chill

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY NOREEN SEXY!!!!

Should be celebrating with the monyets this weekend???

aku rindu kau lar bontot!!!!

2009-05-18T21:52:00.008+08:00

BIRDS PARADISE
Mood : Fresh
Music : Up - The Saturdays

My day was effing drab for some reasons. Work was not really great without the presence of my dear ones. Apparently NOT Mr.Bimbo. He's off by the way. Nantha was incharged and poor him has to carry all the responsibility. What luck I had to do closing without Mr.Bimbo for the very first time. With the help of Nadia and Nantha. It was our virgin time doing closing without Raj. I swear, it was super confusing and we made countless of mistakes. We cleared everything by 7.30 pm. mangkok!! No matter how tired I was, I had fun with my two chikopeks cause they made me burst out laughing like nobody business!! Thanks a whole lot to Nadia's daddy for sending me back home. Your parent rock my socks lar bebeh!

During working hours, I can just die of boredom. The crowd sucks to the core because it consists mostly of Tamils which is so damn annoying gila babi punyer! To kill time, I meandered around and captured some pictures of the birds using Nikon D80. Check them out yaw!

The big bully.
Hello, nama aku bully.

Side-View.

Hello, nama aku pulak, rainbow.

Kembar Siam

Berat sebelah, kesian....

Adorably Irritating.

My 3rd Home

I wish...

Fantastic 3

I'm Mr.Bully

My personal favourite.

Man.U Vs Liverpool

who wins?

My personal favourite too!!

Palin & Fetrina.

Mamat & Hafezudin

My personal favourite too!!

This baby girl is effing adorable!

I accidently stepped on one of them.

OUCH!!

I seriously wanted to give her a flying-kick when she did that.

I told her to smile, but she frowned. nabu!

It was raining hamsters and pigs.

Dusky Lorries.

He knows when to pose for the camera.

THe ugliest among the rest.

I call him, Raj.

Thank You, clap hands!!

P/S : I'm off tomorrow!

2009-05-16T21:18:00.003+08:00

ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE.
Music : Fashion Avenue - Tom Snare
Mood : Lethargic

With effect from today, I'll be doing closing everyday, up till 7 p.m. except on Monday, Tuesday and Friday. Belardy tiring. What makes it worst is, I'll be doing it with Mr.Bimbo. Like omg, can i just kill him for goodness sake!! But thank God, I have such wonderful people at work who literally waited for me for like 1 hour plus. Sorry for delaying everyone's time. I'm so touched! I'll be missing Maisara darling terribly. And I'm missing Siti truckloads already. We shall have occasional meet-ups in time to come. Currently, I'm having hilarious conversation at FaceBook with Siti, Nami and Raidah. Bad-talking about Mr.Bimbo. It's like the blockbuster topic of the day. Soon, Nami and Raidah will be leaving too. And I'm so gonna be effing lonely without them. Sigh... Most of them says that Mr.Bimbo, is my new '~~bestfriend~~'. In a pig's eye!! BFF my foot!!!

P/S : Feel like giving him ultraman kick in the face!

2009-05-14T00:17:00.010+08:00

DAY-OUT WITH KAKI GEREKS.

Music : Slumber - OAG

Mood : Fatigued

Like finally, I've fulfilled my promise to GG to bring him to Sentosa. Since I've got two more free tickets to give away, I invited Mamat bestie and Hafezudin Bby along. Í could'nt ask for more when I'm with them. They're just ever so gerek! We even wore the same colour top which is black. Haha!! We had cable-car ride, Sky-Tower, Luge, Sky Ride and 4D Magix. All thanks to my dad. Thank You daddy, I Love You! I had the chance to meet my former team leader, Sandip and Jeevan. I miss them terribly. When will they visit us back at JBP. sigh..... All in all, I had a mega joyous day with my pretty boys. Next up, Escape Theme Park pah? I really wonder, when will we have our picnic session that has been delayed for like 4274847528 months ago. -.-

P/S : We're the black warriors.

2009-05-11T20:28:00.007+08:00

MONDAY AIN'T SO BLUE AFTERALL
Music : Fashion Avenue - Tom Snare
Mood : Happy To The Max

Work today, mega awesome! Mr.Bimbo took an off day which means, PEACE for the entire day. I had the chance to meet the kaki gereks and Polly! Sadly, I did'nt get to meet stars of B.S and birds of prey family. Somehow Patrick reminds me of them. He's super cute plus hot, for a bird. Hahaha! Some hilarious moments happened during working hours which makes me burst out laughing like nobody business!!! I'm definitely chuffed to the core. Ahbeng1 makes my day more brighter. hehehe cheeky! Thanks for the ride home bebeh! I snapped quite a number of pictures with some of the kaki gerek. Ahbeng no. 1 does'nt like to take pictures. sigh.. lol.

The hotstuff bird trainer which most of the girls been eyeing on. Including me!

Philip Aranas. His dimples gets me so hypnotized. heheh.

SUNDAY

Celebrated Mothers' Day over at Grandparent's crib. Aunties and uncles came too. Kecoh giler. Had a lot to eat. Adriana is so effing adorable. Geerrraaammm!!!!!

P/S : Wednesday, please come quick!